braver than you believe, stronger than you think

I have had type 1 diabetes since I was 7, but am currently facing the biggest fight of my life - recovery from anorexia. I know I can win. I know I am worth so much more than this, and deserve to live a normal, happy and healthy life. This will be so hard, and I certainly won't be perfect, but I do know that I want recovery - I want my future.

Keep Smiling <3

Sorry, this was just a quick photo response to an anon asking for me to introduce you all to &#8216;blue&#8217;&#8230; Yes, my insulin pump has a (rather unoriginal!) name :P
Hmm&#8230; I&#8217;ve just realised that I talk a lot about my diabetes, but have never really &#8216;shown&#8217; anything photos wise, so that it all makes sense! I mean I think if I posted a picture of the infusion set it may gross some people out, yes&#8230;?? :P just in case anyone didn&#8217;t know what I actually mean by infusion set (potential TW) it is literally just a tiny tube that goes under the surface of my skin (usually just below my hips - wherever there&#8217;s any surplus &#8216;fat&#8217; really, and there&#8217;s not a lot anymore! Another motivation for weight gain at least&#8230;!) which I have to change every 3 days - well now every 2 days on my consultants advice, to try as reduce the amount of &#8216;failures&#8217;.
Hmm&#8230; maybe I will post more diabetes &#8216;photos&#8217; though, like of my blood sugar meter etc&#8230; I mean would anyone actually be interested though?! Don&#8217;t worry, I won&#8217;t be offended if you say no&#8230; :P 
Blue does cause me a lot of frustration, anxiety, has been shouted at numerous times and very nearly thrown across a room&#8230; but we always &#8216;reconcile&#8217; - you can&#8217;t be too mad at something that&#8217;s keeping you alive, right? Kind of like food I guess&#8230;?! :)

Sorry, this was just a quick photo response to an anon asking for me to introduce you all to ‘blue’… Yes, my insulin pump has a (rather unoriginal!) name :P
Hmm… I’ve just realised that I talk a lot about my diabetes, but have never really ‘shown’ anything photos wise, so that it all makes sense! I mean I think if I posted a picture of the infusion set it may gross some people out, yes…?? :P just in case anyone didn’t know what I actually mean by infusion set (potential TW) it is literally just a tiny tube that goes under the surface of my skin (usually just below my hips - wherever there’s any surplus ‘fat’ really, and there’s not a lot anymore! Another motivation for weight gain at least…!) which I have to change every 3 days - well now every 2 days on my consultants advice, to try as reduce the amount of ‘failures’.
Hmm… maybe I will post more diabetes ‘photos’ though, like of my blood sugar meter etc… I mean would anyone actually be interested though?! Don’t worry, I won’t be offended if you say no… :P
Blue does cause me a lot of frustration, anxiety, has been shouted at numerous times and very nearly thrown across a room… but we always ‘reconcile’ - you can’t be too mad at something that’s keeping you alive, right? Kind of like food I guess…?! :)

4 months ago

  1. alisonberlin said: Blue is a good name. Mine is named Omni or F@&$ing Omni depending on if my site fails that day! And I think it’s inspiring to see someone talk and share photos openly that relate to diabetes and ED!
  2. spoonfulofsplenda reblogged this from sophie-keep-smiling and added:
    Pump Love
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